~*Forever Dreaming*~

• 13:33 seriously, what's with all the leverage/spn fanfics of late? >_> though i do want moar leverage/whitecollar or leverage/psych! =D #
• 13:47 RT @TVDoneWright: Enter to Win! “White Collar” The Good Life Sweepstakes bit.ly/3F8oBr #
• 15:22 @littleblackbow Good job! =D I wish I could say the same lol. XD #
• 16:57 why is it every time i take care to look nice, i get all these weird looks from ppl as if i'm a freak? ._. #
• 18:26 @jothorp heh, if i wasnt so paranoid, maybe. to me it seems as if the looks are saying "you srsly think that looks good on you?" #
• 22:26 lol RT @dancingskeleton: Snape and Lupin are bv the hookah lounge! Wtf #
• 22:28 had a great time celebrating friend's bday in emeryville.. now heading home on bart #
• 22:35 roflao.... everyone on platform got punked by bart as train decided to stop @ far end, passing 1/2 by #
• 22:59 i think i was riding with some of the american idiot actors =D #

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• 11:45 just at a delicious mini cupcake that tasted of waffles and syrup... *_* Philz coffee always has good pastries... #

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• 14:12 I am 58% addicted to Twitter su.pr/1b72Ly from the magical @oatmeal #
• 14:37 omg there's now a clash of the titans trailer! *downloads* #
• 16:07 @amy_l *hugs* #

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• 23:07 recording @georgelopez 's show so mom can watch after work tomorrow... hope it's hilarious! XD #
• 19:27 all i'll say about it but @ sony blding taking girlgamer research study =D #
• 22:15 @LouDPhillips what was the hardest role you ever did? #
• 22:27 @LouDPhillips wait better q, yor fave roles' fave dishes? #

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not sure why this is hard to write, been staring here for a few weeks, since I finally came back online after about a month hiatus from the internet, computer, and even my own cell phone. what caused it? stuff that happened/not happened at the baptism (bro wanting more money, making homophobic jokes to our uncle, paying only attention to his kid's mother's side of the family, and expecting all was well even when none of us showed up to the park despite bringing goodie bags and FOOD that morning), plus personal health relating to my PCOS. i was at an all time low in my life and not even fandom for a bit could make it better.

but along with seeing a doctor and getting some stronger pills, and an impromptu comment party on my IJ from my fellow snupiners (seriously guys, you don't know how much that made me better. *hugs*), i thought i was well enough to come back. so i've been lurking, mainly in chat and reading flist... i may not be commenting but i'm am reading and trying to keep up y'all. -D this whole thing kinda battered my muse and despite getting so many awesome plot bunnies/tribbles, i just keep staring at blank pages and canvases...

still jobless but not for lack of trying, and planning to go back part time to school next semester. other than that was able to go to y-con to take my mind off things and had a relatively good time. been keeping up with lots of shows so if y'all want to chat about shows and such just comment or hit me up on aim/msn/yahoo/irc... XD (shows i follow: tbbt, himym, acidentally on purpose, ncis: la, flash forward, castle, white collar, v, cougartown, kinda eastwick, modern family, smallville for some reason, numb3rs... and i think that's about it lol)

And finally a meme....

1.comment with any character you know I've written.
2. receive three bits of trivia about their sexuality: practices, preferences, experiences, fantasies, kinks, etc.
3. Profit!

• 08:00 @ghostfinder well thats why i have a prs 505 =D #
• 12:50 @ghostfinder that's weird as the 505 and the 600 are the only ones being sold at the Targets here... Surprised ppl still bother w/ the 300 #
• 12:51 blah, heading to doctor's appointment, maybe we'll be able to pin what's wrong with me & find medicine that actually works lol. #
• 13:29 i miss having real insurance at a real hospital... =( #
• 21:24 @jothorp thanks~! A good prognosis but still frustrating on having to wait hours upon hours even w/ appointment @ General Hospital #

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• 01:41 clubbing was fun, now heading home XD #

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• 19:33 @LouDPhillips So #Psych was your one night stand? =P #
• 20:44 on way to friend's bday partay~ #
• 22:24 going clubbin at the cafe w friends for bday in the castro.. fwee! #

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• 14:47 at the laundry and bored....should be writing but hum of dryers are lulling me to sleep #
• 16:05 so... hungry.... x_x will eat next twitterer i swear... XD #
• 16:16 @littleblackbow OH NOM NOM NOM XD #
• 19:28 @jothorp oh man, i haven't had a pupusa in ages... i may need to rectify that soon lol. in the end i settled for mac & cheese heh #
• 19:29 is now gonna attempt to finish an art piece... #

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• 07:04 @moonkittynet i only own the japanese ver but they are pretty neat chara guides iirc, though i believe it doesnt cover stars season. #
• 08:31 hate waking up early just to waste the morning waiting in lines... blah #
• 08:34 i should be nanoing... #
• 08:35 RT @nbcstore: What's so funny about Cylon toast? RT this by 5pm ET and u could win ur own Cylon Toaster! tinyurl.com/yzhzy2r #
• 08:47 @zephrene but do theirs burn the image of a cylon into the toast? =D #
• 11:15 @ponderosa121 you know you wanna draw kirk/bones =D (was bones cosplayer) #
• 21:22 tired of being tired...this waking up early one day, sleeping in next and waking up even earlier next routine is tiresome... lol #
• 21:23 looking at trending topics, that's kinda awesome about doing a text wave about the yankees even though i don't care for the team. XD #
• 22:22 @jothorp very true, may have to at least attempt having a set sleeping schedule. XD #

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• 01:40 at my first room party w debbie and jem! hot bishies including legolas is here rawr #
• 02:36 bawahah debbie made out with legolas XD #
• 03:08 @ghostfinder congrats! =D as im at a convention, i wont be able to start till monday XD #
• 12:07 @ghostfinder i'll take an invite if ya got anyy left #
• 19:49 home now! yaoicon was great! got snupin AND kirk/bones art! =D #

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• 00:14 twitpic.com/nna4u - gotta love bishounen bingo @ yaoicon #
• 07:04 up and ready to go... =D cosplaying as mccoy... got a primative hypo & backup bag of kirk's blood #yaoicon #

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• 09:21 in lobby, wondering where & how soon i can line up for reg XD #yaoicon #
• 09:22 its funny watching the reactions of reg guests checking out while cosplayers are about XD #yaoicon #
• 10:09 @jothorp haha yeah. prolly will be in lounge all moring & then @ swapmeet in afternoon. =D #
• 10:11 friends wont be here till noon boo...wonder if i should sketch for a bit.... #yaoicon #
• 10:32 @littleblackbow if i could go into chat i would XD online via phone and theres no irc app for me =( #
• 11:03 i'm too sleepy to draw.... been up since 5 *yawn* #
• 14:59 about to set up in swapmeet fwee #yaoicon #

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• 12:32 ugh, getting back online and connected should not cause me to have a near panic attack.... >_< #
• 21:17 Bay Bridge is closed indefinitely... greaaat... can't get a hold of dad at work to tell him to take san mateo instead >_< #
• 21:17 @RuthieAA belated thanks! XD i have a beautiful virtual face, =D *hugs* #

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• 21:33 back from an unintended break from being online, being connected, just being. Finally saw a doctor, & slowly getting/feeling better ^^ #

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• 11:15 @ecatalina LOL, sheldon's hotness was never surprising. I always knew it. =D #tbbt #
• 13:39 @leviweaver Aww *hugs* #

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• 15:57 @T47 apparently I was 1 or 2 years old when my mom took me to see the Indiana Jones movie in theaters =D #
• 21:44 wow goth!howard is surprisingly hot... #tbbt #

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• 23:35 @girlgamer who doesn't like Final Fantasy? =D I was in awe of the latest installment's trailer at comic-con.... #
• 18:23 finally watching flash forward... *fwee* #
• 18:34 @LionVenom not a troll in the dungeon? XD #

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Firstly thanks all who replied to my rather ranty post about my bro. I was really out of it for a few days after and your kind words helped. *hugs* He called and left a message on my mom's phone the other day apologising and saying it was because of his painkillers he went off like that. w/e. it's not the first time i've gotten attitude from him for no good reason. I dunno if I really wanna go to the baptism. we'll see.

So in theory, will be making a hospital appointment either tomorrow or the day after cause the pills I have aren't working and I really don't like being anemic on top of it all. Other than that just trying to get the energy to finish my port/resume and go onto job hunting again. Need to still get the money from my last web design job as I sure could use the $500 on a netbook.

My writing dryspell has been broken so hopefully that means i can FINALLY finish a few wips I've been juggling. Will edit and repost the drabbles I did today but in case you're in the mood for awesome au star trek drabbles (mostly kirk/bones but got a uhura/gaila one too XD) check out the awesome bridge2sickbay comm =D! I also did a crack parody crossover of sailormoon there with Bones/Uhura... It would have been more awesome but so not used to writing drabbles in under 30min.

So to-do:
responses to meme and more meme-age XD
finisih resume 2.0
finish portfolio 2.0
upload photos
make belated art goodies from azkatraz post
start on new project blog
start prepping for nanowrimo
respond to comments/flist/email
make a new layout

Oh, I believed I mentioned it in twitter a while back but dont think made a note of it.Finally updated my art gallery and moved my f-d.net domain hosting from insiderhosting to dreamhost as i got a free 2 year package from them cause of geocities. XD My gallery link is in the sidebar, warning there'll be some NWS slash art in there. =D

*LUFFS TO ALL*

• 11:32 Yay! Rita Rocks is coming back for a second season! #
• 12:09 @ghostfinder Done and done! =D #
• 12:09 @LouDPhillips Yay! Another Numb3rs ep! Just saw a rerun with you in it and was thinking how great it would be for you to come back on =D #
• 13:42 @solarcat LOL. You are an evil, evil woman. =D #
• 21:42 @okelay my vote is for galaxy quest! "By grapthar's hammer..." #
• 22:52 @LouDPhillips Too bad you're not in every ep... =D But I guess it's best to have you in smaller doses so we can focus on plot. #sgu #
• 22:53 @kawaiinot Awesome! Congrats on being able to go all 24! =D #
• 22:56 @girlgamer a cute single guy gamer? =D Pretty much anything from Akihabara that's non-clothing would be awesome. #

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